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what heppens when someone we love doesn't love us.... calls us names and breaks our hearts... and then they act like they lead u on... what r u soposto do? sometimes i feel like a pawn playing chess... the most limited piece, that can only move one space at a time... hmmmmm... thats pretty much life tough i guess... but it makes me so mad... i feel like i have no control over my own life.. there r so many stings pulling me down.... idk what i m going to do tonight... i guess i m gona go to allys but only if brian will drive me home.... hmmmmmm i come he can because i really just want to get out of this house... i think i m going to go crazy... i need a change of setting frequantly... i hope my mom gets a now bed soon because i m getting hers and hers is REALLY nice and it is huge... i hate my tiny bed... hmmmmm... do show him or not to show him... i have to talk to him because i feel so confused... god why is it so hard i want to go bash my head on the wall.... hmmmm... i got invited to andies after the dinner dance... we r gonna sleep in her doll house hahah sounds like fun... she is really nice i like andie.... well i have to go back to reality so i will be back later staker.... hahah that rhymes
x0x candice lots of love x0x
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| today was good .:Smiles:. |
[09 Apr 2005|11:05pm] |
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well anyway i went to ally's today and we played manhunt, it was intresting... different but not as different as this summer... even though i still haven't seen everyone in a while things were like they used to be, i got out and ran around and just had a jolly good old time... it was weird though because feeling just seem to be rushing back and its like uhhhh wat do i do it confuses me... well i gtg write later
x0x candice x0x
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| hotties |
[12 Mar 2005|09:22pm] |
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super hott community i hope i get accepted
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[10 Mar 2005|09:08pm] |
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well today i was soposto go to the movies but 1. i couldn't get in touch with ally and 2. my mom got home late so i really didn't have a ride... i hate when i take a shower and do my hair and make up and get all dressed for nothing, i mean i know that kind of sounds like bumish but i mean i don't feel the need to do it just for nothing i find nothing wrong with spending a day in pajamas with out any makeup or strihgt hair.... well thats enough about that. it is amazing how i get on a subject and just keep going on and on about it, well tomorrow i m going bowling with brittany and other people, i don't know who i just know there will be other people. i hope vin doesn't go cause i really can't stand being around him. i just want to kill him, and i might see linz... that makes me happy since i haven't seen her since may and i m not gonna see her this may cause of nyssma, anyways my piece is comming along so good which makes me happy... well saturday i might go to holly stream and hang out with ally and the gang but only thing is jerry's friend who i don't like will be there and i hope he doesn't put my phone down his pants again :\ well yeah so thats all for now... i will write later
<3 lots of love x0x candice x0x
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[08 Mar 2005|09:12pm] |
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i m so happy cause my journal finally looks good thanx to brittany <3... well this long weekend so far the plans are going to the movies friday w/ ally to see be cool at 6:40 and then saturday going bowlimg with brittany and a bunch of people at carmel from 7-9 well thats it so far... and omg i was in gym and they through the ball at my feet and i tripped and feel toward and slip across the gym into a wall on my ass and i was like ouch that hurt... and then i was sititng down trying to recover when i almost got hit wait a bowling ball... my school is crazy... and then at lunch i was just standing there minding my own business and i got slapped on the ass by some on but i have no idea wno but i think it was some skater cause there were a whole bunch of them standing by me and when i was like who the hell did that they started laughing... well thats pretty much it not to mention we got home early :).. well i m gout u guys i'll write like tomorrow...
and one again thanx britt... ilu so0o0o0o0o0o much lol
<3 lots of love x0x candice x0x
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| sorry i didn't write yesterday ;( |
[05 Mar 2005|01:32pm] |
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o well i will just write wat i was gonna write yesterday for today...
period 1 *english*- well i think we took a vocab test that i know i got a 90 cause marissa<-x0x graded it and then for independent reading i reas the notebook<-x0x what a great book and movie. then we got some old quizes back and i got good grades... hopefully i will get an A in english theis quater... and i m so happy i do not have to do that note taking sheet on the book cause i got a 90 and 95 on the quizes! i m so happy i read...well that was it of that class...
period 2 *social studies*- i think we did that role playing thingy... i had an intresting group it was all girls except for mike though wich was strannge... lol.. my group was me, melissa r., riley<-x0x, danielle<-x0x, and brianna<-x0x, and mike... yeah that was it and i don't remember wat else happened
period 3 *gym*- we played floor hockey while the guys played matball... how unfaie is that.. and i got a splinter from one of the sticks and it hurt a lot and like coach frishy like dug it out of my hand...
period 4 *Band*- band is band... thats all i have to say about that...
period 5 *science*- had a sub watched a movie and found out me and ally<-x0x are weird...
*lunch*- got yelled at be Kayla<-x0x because someone made up rumors about my party involving her...
period 6 *italian*- idk i was kinda out of it and i don't like signora stevens and the only thing i remmeber is her talking a lot
period 7 *math rotation*- smelled my lip gloss... half listened to mr.s teach us something but i don't remember what we learnt... o i remember it was adding and subtracting fractions with a variable...
period 8- *math*- took a quiz on factoring that i finished in like 5 minutes...
well that was my boaring day
<3 lots of love x0x candic x0x
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| Happy Birthday!! |
[03 Mar 2005|05:09pm] |
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Happy 14th Birthday Emma!!!!!
i love u soooooo much and i hope u have a great birthday!
xox candice xox
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[02 Mar 2005|12:12am] |
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[01 Mar 2005|11:47pm] |
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| chica!!! |
[01 Mar 2005|11:41pm] |
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